Into The West(Theme Song of Lord Of The Rings: Return Of The King)

Lay down,
your sweet and weary head.
Night is falling.
You have come to journey’s end.

Sleep now,
and dream of the ones who came before.
They are calling,
from across the distant shore.

Why do you weep?
What are these tears upon your face?
Soon you will see.
All of your fears will pass away.
Safe in my arms,
you’re only sleeping.

What can you see,
on the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?
Across the sea,
a pale moon rises.
The ships have come,
to carry you home.

And all will turn,
to silver glass.
A light on the water.
All souls pass.

Hope fades,
Into the world of night.
Through shadows falling,
Out of memory and time.

Don’t say,
We have come now to the end.
White shores are calling.
You and I will meet again.
And you’ll be here in my arms,
Just sleeping.

What can you see,
on the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?
Across the sea,
a pale moon rises.
The ships have come,
to carry you home.

And all will turn,
to silver glass.
A light on the water.
Grey ships pass
Into the West.

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I admit it. I feel alone. I finally know what's it like to be a loner. You once told me that I were a loner. I admit it. I am. But I hate being alone. No matter how aloof I seem to be, I don't want to be alone. Everytime I think of you, I feel alone. You and I... we used to talk a lot. We used to laugh together, tease one another. Now, we act as if we are strangers. Sometimes, I wondered what happened along the way... Hell, we don't even acknowledge each other sometimes. When I see you talking happily with other guys, I felt alone. When I see you in the library with your friends, I felt alone. When I was feeling really helpless, I can't help but wish you were around. Sometimes...never mind.... Nothing I say now could probably change anything. I already lost you a long time ago. Maybe you never really noticed me anyway. I chose to love you in silence, and I will face the consequences on my own. The only thing I could do now, is just to wish you the best for ur A levels, and never give up hope on yourself. I will be very happy if you do well. Perhaps, I can finally let go of my burdens now...

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I seriously dunno wad to feel anymore... I went back to see the doc last saturday, because I had a series of similar attacks. Somehow, the doc said that its common, and it would get lesser as time goes by. I don't know why, but I kept feeling very uneasy these few days... Hell, it keeps throwing my focus off studies. Which is bad, coz A levels is just about less than 2 months away. Know whats the worse part of it? It just proves that I am not as strong as I thought I was... Am I really that weak...? What the hell am I gonna do??? Haiz... Hope the doc is rite ba....gtg

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