Time passes at the blink of an eye. To think that I have just finished BMT just yesterday... When it feels like I juz enlisted not too long ago. Now we have 12 days of rest. 12 days to relax, to contemplate on our future. For me, I feel like a lost soul now. What the hell am I gonna do after NS? After bombing myself in A lvls, I seriously have no idea. I guess... JC life isn't for me la.. Too bad I took too long to realise that. Maybe, these 12 days will give me some time to calm down, and think clearly on how to proceed on in life la. But I know for sure, it would be a long and difficult journey ahead of me la... But I will move on, one way or another. I will never allow such things to hinder me. Haha... But I wouldnt say I regretted staying in YJC... Coz its filled my wonderful memories of frens and events that I will never forget. If I were to say I regret, it would meant that I regretted having these memories and frens. haha. Ok la i am crapping le...