Ahahaha....! Have been pretty busy since yesterday... Yesterday morning went to Ranjana's house for PW reharsal.... Then after that went to piano performance in my school. Not too bad, managed to pull off the whole song, got some pretty decent applauses. Haha...! Guess wad? I had the whole house to myself! Mom and Dad went to JB for a holiday, my brother had NPCC camp. Muahahah! So I spent the whole night watching TV... Got some nice shows... Watched till 2am in the morning, then had to sleep. Slept for 5 hrs, woke up at 7am... Then played com till 8.30am... Crazy me... In the end I had to rush all the way to Yio Chu Kang CC for my Wushu 'Exam'. Haha...Make it sound so prestigious... LOL! Anyway, dun think can get grade A again.... I wasn't as prepared as my previous belt. Haha! Anyway I was very pissed off at the standards... There was this guy who went for double belt grading, meaning he jump to belts, and he does everything like shit. Do his patterns like a 'Kuku', kick like a soccer player, punch like a mad man, and he still can pass. What the hell... Ah, what the heck...Couldn't care less anymore. Well, been quite busy...so tired... Haha...blogs out.

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My light, my soul, the dark.
My strength, my weakness. My curse.
Curse not.
Hope not.
Nothing cares. I care.
To eternalty,
To End.
What's real?
What's not?
The truth. A lie?
A student, a teacher.
Student, teacher.
Teacher, student.
All are one.
The universe. Is one.

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The new gangsters of the future... 

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Whee.....! Finally promo exams are over! But I still pity others who have physics tomorrow.LOL! Anyway, to celebrate the end of gruesome mugging, me, Eugene, Kenneth and Ryusdi went to causeway point to play pool. Yupz, knowing myself, I probably cause injuries around me when I play pool. Not to forget, I can't hit the cue ball well even though it is juz a fingernail length away. Haha! Plapyed pool for 2 hours, after which we proceeded to play CS for another 2 hrs.Way past cool manz... And did I forget to mention? Eugene is a goddamn pro!(And a goddamn pro screener too). And he has his own clan too. Woah. And Rusydi...the sitting duck.(No offense) Anyway, I am out of practice too. All I could do was charge in front of everybody, and when danger comes, I realised nobody followed me in. Thats cool. And I will never forget that bloody incident where my bullets seems to go through an enemy. Wow... I gt killed instead. How cool is that? Anyway, I am meeting my frens tomorrow again. Whee....! See ya...

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= By STUDENT XXX =
Why I am not studying???
Because :
No Study = Fail ....................... ( I )
Study = No Fail ............................ ( II )
By Combining ( I ) & ( II ) :
=====> ( No Study + Study ) = ( No Fail + Fail )
By Taking ( Study ) as a common factor in the left hand side
And Taking ( Fail ) as a common factor in the right hand side
=====> Study ( No + 1) = Fail (No + 1 )
By Dividing both sides by ( No + 1)
=====> Study = Fail

SO I ADVISE YOU TO STOP STUDYING

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boring me...wth am I doing on prmo week???!?!!??!?! 

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This is what happens when you mug all day long for promotional exams... 

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Haiz...promos coming in 2 days time... Also dunno why I am online at this time...Should be studying.... Dunno what's wrong with me these few days... I don't feel eager to start a new day, I feel like shit. Argh....must be the promos....Getting me down... *sigh* I dun even know whether I can promote to JC2 next year... Suddenly I dun really care about my promos anymore. Couldn't even care less whether I pass or not... Guess thats means I am over the edge of despair now, so far over that I am acting without hope. Making choices without hope. Is that good or bad? I dunno. I guess there's a limit to how much a person can deal, until he is past caring about choices... Suddenly I feel nostalgic for the past again. My secondary School days, first three months, the june holidays. I regret not studying properly during those periods of time. Now I am struggling so much, its drowning me. I regret not cherishing the ppl I know in the past. So many choices, so much regret. But there isn't room for regrets. The choices we make, none we can changed back to what it was. All we can do, is prepare ourselves for the consequences of our actions. So why bother regretting? All it does is to hurt ourselves even more. I guess, part of growing up involves observing that everything changes. That all change are permanent. That nothing changes back. Haha....
'Every action, no matter how small, has an impact on the future.'-Luke Skywalker

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The truth is ways greater than the words we describe it.
The universe encompasses of all opposites. Truth and lies, light and dark, good and evil, living and death. They are all each other, because each thing and everything are the same thing. They are merely words. Words that describe how little we understand of this world. That may as well be the truth, as well as a lie. How can we define the line between truth and lies? How can we define what we right and wrong? Can we even know what we hear are the truth, or a lie? Opinions. That's merely what it is. The thing is, everything that everyone tells you is a lie, because the truth will always be bigger than the words we use to describe it. If there's any inkling of truth in your opinions, it would have been up to others to decide for themselves. But, your opinions must always hold true to yourself, for that is what you believe in. For opinions are what you view life as. They arehalf truths. Less. They are lies. The Truth is aways greater than the words we used to describe it.

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It is aways good to have friends.... 

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Ahahaha....today I spent 3hrs studying in sch...Not bad for the record...Did much more than previous days...Whee!!!! Anyway, I have to work extra hard for maths...boo, I need 66 to pass maths! Haha! Why, coz I slack too much. =p Anyway, I am trying to find some kuku method to get Mr Sim to increase my DW. Maybe I should bribe him. The thing is, I dunno what to bribe him with. Maybe I should ask Mr Sim's gf....Heh heh heh.... Poor me...my DW only gt 43...haha.... Ah...maybe I should sneak into the sch's system, then change my marks...haha...Very easy to hack into...haha. Juz put user name yjcmrl, password is *******. Hee hee hee... blogs out...

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Hm...had my 9 AM TUITION this morning...Did ionic equilibrium with the tutor juz now... Not bad, I understood the topic better, since my tutor teach better than that ong who only knows how to 'oink' and prey on much younger guys. Geez man! Anyway, promos is starting juz after nxt week, wonder how I will fare for it...Haiz... This year everything has been going seriously wrong for me. I start failing, my life is full of crap, that bubble of confidence, that heck-care-la-juz-go-play attitude, are shattering around me... *sigh* I have been thinking a lot lately... What am I going to be in my future? After failing my piano exam, I dun think I am really made out for the musical world. Become a scientist? Dunno. At the rate I am going for my studies, ppl will probably think that I am some disguised psycopath working on live human subjects. hm... a business man? Nah, hate doing paper work all day long. So seriously, what am I cut out for? hmm...dunno. Now, I am typing out this entry with only one hand, a skill acquired soon after I gfractured my wrist. And as you can see, nmyt rtypinhg siklls areex vertwy purrdfectt. Hey...maybe I can be the first person to start a world guiness record. Then I will go for competitions, and win lotsa money! Hoo hah! *bzzzz*

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Whee....! Today was YJ open house! So fun....Yea right.... So few schools visited the open house... All the cultural groups might as well perform for each other to see...Haha! Anyway, it was kinda fun, we performed 2 times coz there were 2 tours groups... The first performance was not too bad... We all did quite well, to my opinion. The second however, there a number of errors in them... First mistake happens to be caused by me...Haha... Gave wrong command...LOL! Second was Zhi Hao...he forgot one of his steps. Third was Yi Hui...Her fingers slipped, so her qiang faltered... Haha...Nvm, can take this as a learning experience... I saw one of my recordings... I need to touch up on some parts of my tao lu... Hm...Haha...See ya...

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heh heh, guess who is the mastermind? 

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Wei Shen, ready to kill me after what I did(see below pic)

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Lalalalala......... 

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Me and Wei shen 

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Sathish and YiGuang 

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Look at our trophies...Just look at our trophies! 

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Wushu Booth 2 

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Wushu Booth 

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Jessica acting cute 2 

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Jessica acting cute 1 

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You never really understand the way of life.

Because you are supported by the people you know.

So you live a life full of hope.

Full of ambition, without a care for others.

But once you have matured,

and you roam the world, on your own,

then you realise that the world is full of competition.

Full of unfairness.

Thats why life is an unreality, until you observe, and hear it for yourself.

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