Haiz...promos coming in 2 days time... Also dunno why I am online at this time...Should be studying.... Dunno what's wrong with me these few days... I don't feel eager to start a new day, I feel like shit. Argh....must be the promos....Getting me down... *sigh* I dun even know whether I can promote to JC2 next year... Suddenly I dun really care about my promos anymore. Couldn't even care less whether I pass or not... Guess thats means I am over the edge of despair now, so far over that I am acting without hope. Making choices without hope. Is that good or bad? I dunno. I guess there's a limit to how much a person can deal, until he is past caring about choices... Suddenly I feel nostalgic for the past again. My secondary School days, first three months, the june holidays. I regret not studying properly during those periods of time. Now I am struggling so much, its drowning me. I regret not cherishing the ppl I know in the past. So many choices, so much regret. But there isn't room for regrets. The choices we make, none we can changed back to what it was. All we can do, is prepare ourselves for the consequences of our actions. So why bother regretting? All it does is to hurt ourselves even more. I guess, part of growing up involves observing that everything changes. That all change are permanent. That nothing changes back. Haha....
'Every action, no matter how small, has an impact on the future.'-Luke Skywalker

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