hm... Right now my whole body is aching from wushu training yesterday. Felt like crap when I woke up. lol... Have not been going regularly for training lately. I think my skills have been degrading for a long time. Couldn't kick fast enough, couldn't punch hard enough, and my movements are getting too stiff for my liking. And I suspect that I won't be able to train consistently again for the next few months, because of commitments to ns. Ahahaha....fuked up. So sad, gonna have to miss both the National and Zhou Jia competitions. Arghhhh! Guess I better train on my flexibility then...

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In a blink of an eye, its 1st of April already. Unaware, a year and 3 months have past since I enlisted. With 7 more months to go before I ORD, I longed to have my old life back. Sometimes even impatiently. I want my freedom back. I want my lost friendships back. I want my personal life back. Haha... unfortunately, there's still 7 more months to go. =S Ah well, its not as if NS have been all that bad anyway. If there's any phrase that would describe my NS life, it would be this: "Its memorable and fun enough that makes it worth going it through once. Just ONCE." I never thought I would say this, but NS really makes a boy grow into a man, despite thinking of this as so cliche... Haha! Well, the experience is only good if you take up the courage to walk through this difficult yet rewarding path. I personally believe that at the end of my NS service, I will be having a different outlook on life. It may not be all that positive, but it would be an perspective that is more matured. Thats all that matters. Anyway, heard from Ronnie that YJ wushu will be starting their competitions tomorrow onwards. Although I regret that I wouldn't be able to make it to watch them compete, I sincerely wish them all the best. Don't let us down manz! =D Omg... How I missed all my friends! I hope all of them are doing well! Perhaps we should all have a gathering some time in the future... And you.. who are so far, far away.. I pray that you are safe and sound. I hope one day I would be happy to hear that you have succeeded in your goals. Though I will never admit it to anyone! Haha... Time to go catch Mas Selamat... Bloody bugger.

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