Recently I fell in love with a song titled "Melodies Of Life". I believed it is a song composed for the Final Fantasy series... Whatever it is, I feel that it is a very nice song. When I listen to it, it makes me feel nostalgic, happy, sad, loved, peaceful... Practically it just makes me feel all kinds of emotions. Never had I felt this way before. This song, was the first to do just that. Most of the time, songs have a specific theme...a certain kind of feeling to it. 'Melodies Of Life' seems to be moving on from one emotion to another. This song definitely lives up to its name-Melodies of Life. All kinds of emotions related to life. Bless that composer. Anyway, it got me thinking about my own life anyway. Who am I? What's my role in my life? Just what am I searching for? What am I waiting for? I wonder when will I get my answers. Perhaps not. A person could spend his whole life searching his soul, and he may never get any answers at all. In fact, you will never get the answers you are searching for. One way or another, life always suprises you. Just when you thought you are certain of yourself, you meet a fork in your path, and then you are back to evaluating yourself all over again. Perhaps, while searching for your own path, you should learn to believe in yourself. In this world, everything are made up of beliefs, not truths. Hell, theories are meant to help us predict, not to understand nature. Back to the question, who the hell am I, just really, who am I? I am a student. For now. What will become of me in the future, I am past caring. I have pondered too long over it. Perhaps, sometimes its better to just let go. Why should I let my life go down the drain trying to find my answers? Whatever you meet later on in life, just face it bravely. Thats reality. Then I guess, I can take heart in the fact that, what I believe, I become.
Choice... Haha... Perhaps that is the most important thing that we should ever believe in.
"When You Start To Become Who You Are, The First Thing You Realise Is, There Is Nothing To Fear."- Vergere, from Star Wars

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