Today I almost lost my cool in school. Somebody had whacked me hard on the side of my head, and immediately my tempers flared up, fist balled. Only when the person apologised profusely, then it dawned on me that it was only an accident. After which, my anger was somewhat subdued. Thinking back, I realised it had taken so little for me to flare up. To give myself the excuse to retaliate. And that, it a very disturbing thought. I have been known to tolerate anger quite easily. I hardly show my anger, even though I had to deal with pranks and people calling me names. Hell, even when physical contact was made... Thus, the sudden flare in emotion was...scary. What could possibly have happened? Seriously I do not know. I can only hope that this would not happen again. Touch Wood. Haha... perhaps, I am beginning to understand the feeling of losing your control when a certain emotion dominate your mind. A feeling that make you feel like yourself. Being free, and without a care. Anger, is indeed an emotion not to be taken lightly. If anger dominates your mind, anger becomes hatred. And hatred harms. Hatred kills. If you are not careful.

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I chanced upon this song by Josh Groban. "To where you are". To me, this song holds many great truths about love. Love is the greatest, in a sense that no matter what happens, the one we love will always remain in our memories. In other words, he or she may have left us, but they leave behind their markings, deep in our hearts. Love comes, love can also go at the blink of the eye. ...Man, I suck at expressing my views... Here's the link to the song. Click here.
(I actually intended to paste this song into this website, but i dunno how to... Too bad...)

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Arghhh! This week has been a very, very busy week for me... Last Monday, I had PW meeting. I was tired after that. Last Tuesday, again, we had PW meeting. This time to collate the survey results. The next day, wednesday, we had ANOTHER PW meeting, to go interview the ppl at the boy's home... Today, I had to go to school to clean up the Wushu den, and boy, it is damn dirty... And oh, did I mention that for the past few days I returned home around 6pm for every single day??? Geez... Then again, I have yet another PW meeting tomorrow... Haiz...When will I get the rest I need??? I felt sick enough for the whole of the June holidays... Must be the humid weather... ARGHHH!!!!

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Whee...! Today I went to tighten my braces, and at the same time changed the colour of the donuts(those little things on those braces). And OH MY GOD!!! I think I chose the wrong colour.... Shucks. Now it looks so striking, everyone is bound to stare at it... OMG.... I hate the colour, it does not really blend in well with my teeth, if I get the chance, I will change colours ASAP. Arghhh!!!!!

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Something I did when I was extremely bored, created out of blacksauce... My signature! 

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Group photo, consisting of me and my cousins 

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My baby Cousin! Isn't she cute?? 

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Something that Malacca have, and Singapore don't 

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Night Life of Malacca 

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Another scenic view I took 

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My Family 

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Uh..... 

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A picture I took out from the window... 

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Wheeee....! Just came back from Malacca yesterday! Haha, so tired... The Malacca trip wasn't as bad as I thought, it is just boring...=) All we did in Malacca was eat, shop, eat, shop, sleep. Haha... I took a bunch of photos too, probably around a hundred. Haha! Anyway, I celebrated my Bdae in the hotel room, and it was such a blast. Mum's homemade cheesecake, relatives singing me a birthday song, what else can I ask for? Oh yea, since we forgot to bring a knife to cut the cake, we had to use an alternative... An EZ link card. Haha! Boy, was that hilarious... Luckily that wasn't my card. Wahahaha~! Also, my birthday gifts were money... Haha... I came to Malaysia a poor man, with only 10 cents in my pocket, and came back so much richer... Hahah! During my so-called "extreme makeover", I bought a few new shirts, a new jacket, and a couple of slacks... So much for my new appearance. Well, so there, now that I am back home, I am back to studying, studying, studying.....................

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Ahhhhhh, tomorrow, together with my family and a few others, we will be going to Malacca, from Friday to Sunday... Can't say I am looking forward to this trip though. I have been to nearly all parts of Malaysia and it is pretty boring... I have been to Malacca at least thrice within the past 2 years. Arghh! Malacca is one hell of a boring place to be. All you do there, is shop. The buildings never seem to change with time, I might add. *Sigh* Anyway, it is less than 3 hrs to my birthday. Haha... As usual, mum was baking a cake for me again. Its fortunate of me to have a mother who can cook delicious meals, bake very nice, creamy cakes, bake bread, whatever types of bread... Haha... So there, I have what I feel is the best mum in the world. Yea~! Anyway, I hate the fact that I am not celbrating my birthday in Singapore, where I was born. Instead, my birthday plans will be stuck in a car for 3 hours, then shopping, and shopping, and shopping. Not what I had in mind. Oh yea, yesterday was YJC's jam and hop session again, and boy, it was a failure. First of, the timing was inappropriate(there was also the inter-house competitions going on at that time), the student councilors themselves seem to be short of hands as well, and finally, not many people turned up for the event. We even had to pay $1 in order to enter the hall to dance. CHee... It was ironic, when the student councilors cheered when they counted how much they raised. Sure, go ahead, cheer! Cheer at the amount of money made by less than 60 students paying $1. Ahahahaha... blogs out.

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I chanced upon a sunrise today while travelling to school via the MRT. Ah, it was really beautiful... The sun, so bright and reddish-orange, the clouds, seemingly parting to reveal the sun, the sun's golden rays diverging outwards, like spreading out its majestic arms to touch whatever it sees... In that moment, I wished I had brought along my father's digital camera. He would definitely want to take a shot at it... Haha, too bad... Just as well, the sunrise made me think of life as a cycle... Everything comes and goes. The sunrise was also just a temporary glory. Soon, it must still make way for noon, then it will eventually set and night will come. Everything has a pattern. Nature also has its own cycle. Thus, since everything come and go, we should take life seriously, but not too much that we neglect other aspects of life such as entertainment, love, friendship... We should instead cherish what we already have, and learn whatever inportant lessons that we need to. Haha, me crappin again. So long... Blogs out, in the school library...

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*Sigh*... Today has been quite stressful... Not due to school work, but instead because of my friends... Class 115, seems to be breaking apart slowly, and forming small little froups here and there... First of, Jabs seems to be having trouble and "severe" mental stress and keeping things very closely to herself. She, to what I have heard, displays a very cold attitude to some of the classmates in 115. Just today, she ticked Marie off for some small matter, something about chemistry class. Man, I never seen Marie that angry before... Then on another day, Jabs ignored Lynn during floor ball practice. I wonder whats going on??? Jabs was never like that before when the class was first formed. Hell, deep down in my bones, I feel as if something is seriously wrong with the class right now. What I said have no real evidence though. I just feel as though something bad is gonna happen. Hopefully, I am wrong, but I can't seem to shake off the feeling. Haiz... It felt as if class 115 is slowly breaking apart, like a bleak storm approaching. Geez, I am scaring myself...

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