Today I almost lost my cool in school. Somebody had whacked me hard on the side of my head, and immediately my tempers flared up, fist balled. Only when the person apologised profusely, then it dawned on me that it was only an accident. After which, my anger was somewhat subdued. Thinking back, I realised it had taken so little for me to flare up. To give myself the excuse to retaliate. And that, it a very disturbing thought. I have been known to tolerate anger quite easily. I hardly show my anger, even though I had to deal with pranks and people calling me names. Hell, even when physical contact was made... Thus, the sudden flare in emotion was...scary. What could possibly have happened? Seriously I do not know. I can only hope that this would not happen again. Touch Wood. Haha... perhaps, I am beginning to understand the feeling of losing your control when a certain emotion dominate your mind. A feeling that make you feel like yourself. Being free, and without a care. Anger, is indeed an emotion not to be taken lightly. If anger dominates your mind, anger becomes hatred. And hatred harms. Hatred kills. If you are not careful.

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