I got back my maths test paper today. I can't believe what I saw... I got 18/70. Definitely much worse than my CA1 paper. That got me thinking... Am I really cut out for JC life? I could study away for hours for my subjects, and all I get back is either a stupid, friggin' pass, or a fail. So why d I persist on in JC? I could have gone to poly instead. Why? Why??? Why can't I seem to excell? Why couldn't I even f***ing pass? So many questions, so little answers... Well, thats it. Sooner or later, my parents will get to know about it. And when they do, I gonna get that dissapointed looks from them again. And I hate it... to my bones. I can't even imagine how I will survive tomorrow even. I am getting back my chemistry paper tomorrow, and I know I will do much worse than maths... Argh!!!!!! JC life, JC life... Bless me...
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