Monday Blues


Its a dark and stormy day today. It has been bloody raining the whole day, its making me friggin sleepy. But somehow, in a very dark corner of our office, I am being lazy typing this out, with my boss in front of me in his own cubicle. Once in a while he would come out(like 5 mins ago) and walk around the office, doing some admin stuff, making sure that we are all working hard. I am glad that I just had a san da training session in YJ, coz I am super quick in pressing alt + tab, pretending to pick up the phone to call clients when he comes out of his cubicle. All in one shot. Can't even see my own hands moving, baby.

Today just seem like one of those days where nothing seems to be getting done around here. The mood is lousy, the atmosphere is depressing, you just feel like shit and nothing seems to be moving in the right direction. Then ohhh, you realise that it is now 4pm, and you look forward to closing the day off at 5.30pm. Of course, I did do some work, but then, I knida just feel guilty for doing so much less. Is this what working adults are always talking about? Monday blues??? Hm. Never knew we could get that in a self-employed business.

Anyway, on to my job. Things seems to be easing up quite abit, not so stressful, but still always worrying about appointments. Up till today though, I still hate doing cold calls. So mostly I prefer working with referrals from clients and friends. Somehow, when a client refer people to you, there is a certain level of trust and credibility in you, and that makes things much easier to do. I suppose, thats the direction I am working todays to. Hopefully things will pick up in the coming years, though many people told me that I joined this industry a tad early. Ah well, plantings seeds is the way to go now. Reap the rewards later.

I did a mini interview for a poly project too. My cousin ask me to help his/her friend in his/her project in, I dunno, financial planning? Dun really think its that mini, coz the friend sent a sms with 8 questions. I replied backthe whole thing with 12 smses. It didn't really bothered me much, till I got my bill from Starhub. I also wondered wad kinda friend this person was. Coz he/she didn't even leave his/her name in the sms. Got a feeling that was a guy though.

On to wushu! Lately I have been interested in san da. I did learn it for a short while a few years back, but I have lost the feel of combat. Last wednesday's san da lesson brought back my interest with a huge bang. Raring to go, and I gonna enrol in Tex's san da trainings every thursday. Gonna be the next Bruce Lee manz. I dunno how many times I gonna say this, but I am really proud of how YJC Wushu people are turning out. since last year, I have been watching them progress, not just physically, but mentally too. Somehow, I got this enthusiastic feeling that next year will be a good year for them. Can't stand Kane's ambitious crap though. I think he thought he is Lee Kuan Yew or something.

Ah well, gotta end here. Boss is getting suspicious of my wing chun hands everytime he comes out of his office room. Bloody hell, its only 4.15pm.

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